Rabu, 16 Maret 2011

Invisible

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me


And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah


There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be



Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize


And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible


She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

i have nothing to say :(

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........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................I don't even know what happened with me.......the truth, I really miss you.........really........ I try to make it sure....and the result is....I missing you :(((
Imissyousomuuuuuuch....lotofsmilelovehugcheerjustforyouAM.

family

Father And Mother, I Love You

Great :)

Her: Will you pick me up if I ever fell down?
Him: No.
Her: Would you wipe away the tears when I'm sad?
Him: Never.
Her: Will you still love me when I look my worst?
Him: Nope.
Her: (feeling hurt after hearing this) At least you're honest.
(She starts to walk away...)
Him: (grabs her back to face him) I wouldn't pick you up if you fell because I would catch you before you even hit the ground. I wouldn't wipe away your tears because I'll make sure there's nothing for you to ever be sad about. I wouldn't love you when you look your worst because that's impossible. You always look you're best, even when you think you don't. I love you more than anything, remember that

V for Vencire

I've never felt this before. best class. I really love you guys. whenever I'm getting sad, you're always come to cheer me up... although sometimes there are some people who annoying. but it doesn't matter. I still love you guys. you're the best. thank you for being my friend ♥♥♥♥♥
-Eleven Social Three-

Sabtu, 08 Januari 2011

Actor-like English Instructor

NICE STORY :D

My english instructor was very handsome and charming. his styles in teaching make the students starred at him and keep away from him reluctantly. I was one of his fans. He was very popular among the students. His personality is as nice as his appearance. he was friendly,helpful,punctual,creative,and above all, profesional. he always knew what he was doing in class. he looked like an a actor. thousands of girls must have fallen in love eith him, included me. it was the last meeting of my english class before the promotion test. many of my friends said that they was disappointed of not meeting again with Mr.Dion. some of them,especially men, were different. i myself felt blue,sad and uncertain. next meeting, different teacher would come to my class and not Mr.Dion anymore. He wanted to resign for his pesonal purpose.

a minute later, the bell rang and Mr.Dion walked in. my heart didn't beat rhytmically. he smiled and said... "okay class, as I told you before this is will be the last meeting with you, I am leaving for another job"...."oh Mr.Dion take me with you to anywhere you go" my heart cried out.
"and before I go, i will give each of you a card. the card contains a message i want you to remember, ok?" he started distributing small cards, each with a student's name on it. everyone was curious and excited.
"tommy,emma,iwan,dea..." that's me! i took it quickly, and put it among the pages of my book. i didn't know what to do. read? no! i didn't want my friends knew the change of my face, if his words disappointed me. i had not enough time to think about it. when suddenly Mr.Dion said goodbye and shook everybody's hand, including mine. his hand was very soft but his shake was really firm. then he left...

I ran out the class and directly came to my car, then drove it away, frustrated!
i didn't know myself why i didn't want to open the card. it seemed that it was a kind of decision that would determine my life. anytime i would open it. there was always a strange feeling asking me not to do it. i tried to be patient until one day, two days after i got it, in a quiet night, no one surrounds me, i opened it. my hands were shaking, and my feeling was uncertain. that was the worst moment ever.

"Dea, my sweetheart! I have tried to write my impressions of you on this card, but no word come up. I decided to say it personally, in a special moment while having dinner. if you don't mind come to 'Gajah' restaurant, tomorrow night at 08.00 pm. let me know first if you will come. Dion: 081227953332 (the day after this number will be de-activated)"

I loudly cried, "no, it's too late. how stupid i am" with tear fallin down unbearably. I drove my car leaving my house hurriedly without knowing where to go. suddenly, I remember his other mobile phone number, i got it in the first meeting of the class. he mentioned it unintentionally when Maya asked his phone number during ice-breaking activity. and i happened wrote it. i dialed the numbers, and i almost died to hear the voice from other side, "Hello, is that you, Dea?" "oooooooooooooohhhh"

Selasa, 28 Desember 2010

Queen Of My Heart

So here we stand,In our secret place
With the sound of the crowd is so far away
you take my hand,And it feels like home
We both understand it's where we belong

So how do I say, do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams,We both wanna fly

So lets take tonight,To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back,As I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears,Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way back to your arms again
But until that day,You know you are
The queen of my heart...


So lets take tonight,And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss,Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down,Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment till we meet again

But no matter how far,Away you may be
I just close my eyes and you're in my dreams

And there you will be,Untill we meet
The queen of my heart

Kamis, 16 Desember 2010

:''''')

bagaimana bila akhirnya ku cinta kau? dari kekuranganmu? hingga lebihmu?

"but she wear short skirts I wear t-shirt
she's cheer's captain and I'm on the bleachers .____."

"if u could see that I'm the one who understands u........"

"I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without..."

"He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night....
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do..."

it's okay to listen everystory that you had to tell me. even it's hurted me.
but I know, I realize that...you appear just like a dream to me
you're h-a-n-d-s-o-m-e and I u-g-l-y
you're s-m-a-l-l and I b-i-g
you're t-a-l-l and I s-h-o-r-t
we're very different.
but you know what? the truth is....the differences will make me understand how to appreciate each other. including you and me :)
but, I wish you'll find the girl that you want.
beautiful girl. yeah beautiful girl...........